Friday, December 03, 2004
waahhh... i'm so tired these few days... oso dunno y....eat a lot la, sleep a lot la... sounds like a pig? lol.
hmm... maybe its bcos i miss him alot these days n cant find any job. haizx. =(
well....today went to CO to ask for help from a CO teacher. kaozx. lousy attitude. guess the job wun be done ar. so anyhow de.... =(
haixz.... very tired today....cant get myself up to do something really energetic....haizx... going for a jog later. den have dinner, den go n sleep. lol. sleep early lor... haizx....
die die today eat too much... sianzzz... again lor. haizx must control. but still must eat otherwise metabolism rate become very very low...den later eat somemore things den become fat! lol. kk nothing much happened today... so i'm going off.... maybe update at night if there's anything interesting... lol. kk byebyes.
hoho i'm back to update blog. sian ar. tt ding lao lao call me back to hr ruan ensemble to take part in competition. pls lor i old liao can fang guo me ornot...haizx.... poor me... call me nv call chang yu or eddie. so unfair lor. =(
oh ya i went jogging. finally in 3 days of slacking. seriously, all fats came back.
haizx. i miss him alot. i miss that time when he was looking at me put make-up. i miss that time when we were out with a group of frens having fun. i miss him alot. really. and that day in seoul garden i began to fall for him. it all started on that day!! =| i miss him. i miss the times we were in swensens. we had a hell load of fun. i miss the time when we were out watching movie. tried to make him jealous but couldn't. i wanted to sit beside him but fate separated us very far apart. n made me sit with my ex crush. heaven is playing a trick on me!!! haiz i miss him. i miss him terribly... i think i'm incorrigible. telling other pple to forget about partners betraying them and here i am, unable to forget him. i miss him. A LOT. how i wish i can see him! haiz. all the wonderful memories... all gone liao. i'm so sad. i dunno where it has gone to. haiz. i miss him. i miss sms-ing with him. everytime i open the inbox, the first sms i'd see will be from him. i've always been keeping his sms-es.. haizx. feel so silly, but i just cant bear to delete it. still remember last time i deleted two of his sms-es. i regret till now. sad. sigh... sighs n more sighs. cant do anything at all. =( haiz.... still miss those silly dreams i had of him n me. haha it was really silly, but wadeva, i cant control my dreams. haizx. i miss his sweet sms-es. his face. his wits. how i wish i can hug him. at least once. i miss him!! but must try to forget him. this is so heartbreaking. haizx. all in all. i really do miss him.
-when are you
coming back? ;
